Last February 14, 2011 was one of the biggest mess I have ever been into after my breakup with the same month 3 years ago. The sole reason of me being single for so many month was also the same reason on how I get into that mess -- LOVE.
I'm still a college student and on the process on knowing what is good and likely for the betterment of my future. I'm always saying that my heart is the least of all believing that after being successful in whatever chosen field or career I might have in the future, this things will surely follow. Also, I am a career-minded person. I really don't have much time in commitments and relationships.
But this so called "love" was the reason on why my friend, let's call her Caye, the reason of our misunderstanding and the cause on why she wasn't talking to me.
My friend Caye was a very alive, jolly and nice girl. But for some reasons, I may say, she was not that matured enough to understand things deeply and perspectively. She stick so much on her own beliefs ending up that she will be crying out loud like a child while we were hanging out. Our party turn out to be her psychological and emotional expresser. I understand her. All that I say to her was that she was lucky enough not having those worser situation that I have before. She must dealt with her problems as challenges that she must face; endure the pain because the world we live in was made for us to suffer. But sadly, she was not listening to me. She only hear advices from one of our friends, Eloisa.
On the last time that I was partying with them, which turn out as another meditation to Caye, she was crying because of her boyfriend Michael who wasn't giving her the attention that she needed. I just stay still and lean my attention to my friend, Herald. Then, I just found out that after we went to our home, she broke up to her boyfriend through text. End of the story? No.
Caye tried to get back to Michael but it turn out that the guy was not interested anymore. Caye turn to us with her heart broken. I just console her saying that things will be fine and there will be lot of guys out there that will be better than Michael.
Weeks later, since both of them are my friends, Michael text me up and confronted me that he already fell for me. "Geez! Why me?" That's my reaction. He said that I am more matured than her and me being talkative in front of everyone really made him be attracted to me. And that's the start of the mess. Caye found that Michael was now courting me and that made her really mad to both of us.
She would wall to her account if I would choose love over our three years of friendship. That really made me laugh out loud.! Why? I just questioned myself, "So she would be that mad though her friend was very innocent at all?" Why am I innocent? I didn't lure her Michael. He was the one who confronted me first. I didn't do anything.
Though up till now, she was mad, I just understand her situation. Real friend? Nah...
I just find it very funny and sad. I'm not that very intimidated about love. I'm still young for Christ sake. I have so many dreams which I think I must pursue first...
About Michael? He was still courting me. Let him do what he want to do... Reserve. Just kidding! :))
